To my Mama…

To those that missed my speech the day of my Mama’s funeral, here’s what I wrote in honor of her life. Thanks for reading. Celebration of Life Date July 11th, 2020 “My mom loved people, didn’t she? but when it came to speaking in big crowds she was too shy. I too have never wanted

Why I Stopped Attending Baby Showers

It’s been too long since I posted a blog post. A lot has happened since my last post. But more about that later. This has been on my Mama heart to share for so long and now I’m finally ready to share. We lost another baby on January 3rd, 2019 which makes number 3 for

What is #Mamagrief?

A friend of mine shared a post with me on Instagram recently of a brave young woman who lost her precious firstborn daughter, Florence. You can read all about her beautiful story here, #mamagrief. She started a hashtag called #mamagrief a place where other grieving mothers who have lost children to death can go and

Finding Joy (Part 2 of John Spencer’s birth story).

October is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month. John Spencer, this is your voice, my awareness and tribute to you, my sweet precious boy! “Mama, loves you!” As we were headed to the hospital that Sunday afternoon, the contractions were coming now so very close together, it was hard to breathe correctly ’cause honestly neither